Saturday, June 4, 2005

A Few Words from Carrie:

First, I would like to share an experience I had this past week, a vision.  Then we shall ask Quado for further explanation as his message.

On Thursday, I was talking to a friend about manifestation and abundance, in particular about how people in service to others, working very hard and seeking assistance and guidance from higher sources, seem often to be just barely scraping by.  Why aren’t they, with all their skills, manifesting more financial abundance?

And the answer suddenly came to me:  “Because it is being blocked.”  And this answer was accompanied by a vision of a wall off to my left, endlessly tall and wide, of a white-yellow-gold color.  And this wall felt neutral, like something which means no harm, but is simply there. 

As I studied this wall, I could see that I had complete access upward, to my higher self, but that it blocked physical manifestation.  I could that when I formed a desire and put that energy out to manifest into abundance, it just bounced right off this wall.

And then later that evening, I saw that the wall wasn’t solid at all.  It was a wall of energy, energy moving very, very quickly.  And the more I tried and pushed to get my desires fulfilled, the slower my energy became and the more solid the wall seemed.

And then I saw that it was possible to pass through, to lift my energy so high that I could slip right through the wall.    

So Friday morning early, I asked Quado about this vision.

Quado:  This is the reason our recent meditations and readings have focused on energy work.  You must raise the frequencies of yourself and others.  It is conscious work.

Carrie:  I’m sorry, but this seems a little crazy to me.  A wall blocking manifestation?

Quado:  It is metaphor, of course, but it is true.  It is not crazy.  It is what is. 

Focus on money is full of fear.  It is not a higher energy.  You need to free yourself from that and simply move forward with lifted light and energy.

It does not matter how you earn money.  What matters is how you vibrate.  Fear is a very, very low vibration.

Carrie:  What is the wall?

Quado:  It is the wall of I AM.  I AM without desire.  I Am without fear.

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That certainly gave me enough to think about on Friday!  And here we are Saturday morning, with an opportunity to ask Quado for more on this.

Quado’s Message:

This field you have seen is the field of I AM, the place of higher vibrations, high enough that nothing else matters, nothing else exists except what is real and true.  No illusion.  Just I AM.  Just beingness, at the highest level.

This is the place you enter when you have no more desires except the desire to be as you are, without change, without any "if only’s."  This is the place you enter, this field of the infinite, when you are without fear completely. 

What is there to fear?  You are.  I AM.

This is the place of now, this moment and this moment only, as it sparkles in truth, as it simply is.  It is not good or bad.  It does not come from something or lead to something.  It is.

There is no past or future here. There is no cause or effect.  There is now, this moment and that is all.  And here, you can say only, I AM.

I AM without desire for anything in the future.  I AM without regret for anything in the past, for there is no past and there is no future.  There is only this moment and here, I AM.

I AM without fear, for fear is in the future and the past; it does not exist.  Fear is an illusion.  It does not speak truth.  It does not bring anything good into your life.

And thinking that money will drive fear from your doorstep is foolish indeed.  You create your fear, inside.  And the more you create it, the lower your vibration.  The more you are clouded by fear and doubt, the lower your vibration.

But if you lift yourself high enough to walk through the wall and into the field of I AM, the field of truth and beauty and beingness and deep connection with the oneness that is all, the fear and the desire have no home here, for you are in the perfection of being and oneness.  You are.  I AM.  And that is all.

Here, nothing else matters.  Desires are foolish illusions. 

And you wish to ask, does it mean that my dreams would come true if I were to reach that place?  But of course, you would have no dreams, no desires to fulfill.  They would not matter.  For they are part of the illusion which is on the other side of the wall of I AM.

But what you would reach is peace, complete and total peace.  The peace of simply being, being in one, being in connection, being.  I AM.

And that is the only truth.  That is the only moment which is.  I AM.  All the rest is illusion.  All the rest is a low vibration.

And what of the coincidences you experience, the serendipities, the minor manifestations?  Yes, all that can happen out there in the lower vibrations.  You will achieve some small things, you will have moments.  You will have this and that, you will have some desires and see them manifest to some extent, or perhaps even fully.  But it matters not, if you are full of fear.  It matters not, for one desire is replaced by another, and fear is always at your side, fear and doubt.

You get much and then worry that it will be taken from you or that its flow will stop.  You worry and are full of doubts in yourself and in the benevolent universe around you.  You cause yourself deep unhappiness through this prevalence of fear in your life.  And in this society at this time, money is the illusion of choice, the primary thing you believe will eliminate fear from your life.  But it is not so.

I AM without desire.  I AM without fear.  This is the vibration of peace.  This is the vibration of true universal love.  This is the lifting of energies which allows you to pass through the wall and enter the field of the infinite.

And there, you simply are.  It is not a place of cause and effect where you hold a thought and it becomes true.  It is a timeless place of being, where you are.  I AM.  And it is total and complete peace and love.

You may play your parlor games of abundance and manifestation or you may seek enlightenment and truth.  You may set desire and fear aside, for they are handmaidens to each other, and walk into the field of I AM. 

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Another word from Carrie:

If you have questions about this message or any of those in the Course in Creation series, please send them to me at carriehart@msn.com.  We will choose one every week to further explore the concepts presented.

Also, I am quite certain that the next telemeditation, on June 18^th, will focus on lifting our energy and entering the field of I AM.  Click here to sign up now.

I look forward to venturing into the field of I AM with you.

Love & peace,

Carrie